i'm only human, are you?

i am not a robot who doesn't have a heart or emotion.. in fact i am a sensitive person who is too emotional... but then again i am more understanding and a giver... i am just fed up with people who are very insensitive... when they do me wrong i stay quiet, understand their actions and try to forgive and forget... avoid any debate or anything that could lead to a conflict or misunderstanding... but how come when its my turn to malfunction and show tantrums how come i always look bad? is it maybe because i have a deeper penatration of understanding? its not fair!? really...it is not :((