YouTube - Brian McKnight - Anytime

YouTube - Brian McKnight - Anytime



Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?
Do I ever cross your mind anytime?
I miss you...


i am so dedicating this to you...r.m.

YouTube - Karla Bonoff - Standing Right Next To Me

YouTube - Karla Bonoff - Standing Right Next To Me

earlier i was listening to my usual tunes when my itunes played this song. i recalled ( which i love doing..reminiscing the good old days) way back no matter how addict i was with MTV during the early 90's i never had or never did i saw the MTV of this song. i don't even know how Karla Bonoff looks like... all i know is that her voice! which i totally love! to my surprise on her video was Luke perry, then i wondered, is it a soundtrack of BEVERLY HILLS 90210? i was waiting for Brenda to show up but then a blonde girl came out, thought it was Kelly but then again it wasn't... then i remember it was from his movie 8 seconds... i remember my best friend (jonie) talking, raving about this movie back in 94 and we were in 4Th year high school I never had the chance to watch it =( so i don't know what the story line was.


all i know, one day i would say this line:

I used to have a wish
One day I'd feel like this.
Now I know love exists
Cause it's standing right next to me.

YouTube - The Pierces - We Are Stars (Acoustic Version)

YouTube - The Pierces - We Are Stars (Acoustic Version)



i love their acoustics too..

YouTube - The Pierces - We Are Stars

YouTube - The Pierces - We Are Stars



frostwire doesn't have it yet =(

all i get for the result is their old dong "secret"

for now this is enuff..

YouTube - Pitbull ft. Trick Daddy - City Of Gods - Supply and Demand Mixtape

YouTube - Pitbull ft. Trick Daddy - City Of Gods - Supply and Demand Mixtape


i can't find an mtv of it.. any way just to perk me up...

YouTube - Wilson Phillips - Hold on (Live on MTV)

YouTube - Wilson Phillips - Hold on (Live on MTV)


You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin' your worries pass you by
Don't you think it's worth your time
To change your mind?


is time for me to change my mind? this is already getting painful for me... don't want to wait in vain for another day or can i still hold on? does your silence means goodbye already?

my mind tells me it does
but my heart still hopes....

YouTube - Adele - Rolling In The Deep

YouTube - Adele - Rolling In The Deep


The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling... =(

very rare

It's not everyday or every year we quiazons be all in one place. The last time we all had our picture taken and everyone was present was last 1989 and that was in Tagaytay... counting the years that's like 22 years ago and that's how long vince hasn't come home here. so when he called me up last sunday @ 9AM (my wake up call actually)... telling me that he is home! auntie net and bapa david immediately set up a dinner for the Q's @ fely j's in greenbelt 5. earlier my cousin mickey together with his girlfriend catherine, his mom and dad; bapa verne and auntie bils arrived from the states as well in time for macky's graduation on sunday may 22. sO after having lunch at carmenville with my aunts and cousins (mom's side) as well we hurriedly went to manila to have a quality time with the Q's... here in the picture are all the Q kids...usually i'm the only girl in the picture  and their reigning princess...but not anymore as I am flanked by two mrs. Q's, 1 future mrs. Q... and the New generation ms. q... MAY 15, 2011 @ G5... us with our funny, dorky faces...

iris' shining moment

after six years of waiting for a baby... this year was God's given year for my good and close friend iris and her hubby henson see... her sisters in law gave her a not so surprise baby shower last may 14, 2011 @ fontana... what's so funny was after checking out at 12 noon in fontana that saturday i was back and it was almost the same villa where we stayed becuase it was just adjacent to it. with me in the picture are my very blooming and preggy friend iris and my favorite client mam I...i can't wait to see you CAITLIN...

@ the pub

after a long day's work and a very fun training... it was time to unwind... where else? at the pub! may 12, 2011... almost complete attendance of NL6.. with us is sir jay young... so cute but he's gay! And yes he calls me tweeny as well...(tweeny is my nickname with my nl6 family)

close encouter with...

her excellency Governor Baby Pineda...with the banker's association of city of san fernando... may 17, 2011 @ fortune restaurant... with fellow chinabanker's branch managers robert basilio and rose yabut.

i'm only human, are you?

i am not a robot who doesn't have a heart or emotion.. in fact i am a sensitive person who is too emotional... but then again i am more understanding and a giver... i am just fed up with people who are very insensitive... when they do me wrong i stay quiet, understand their actions and try to forgive and forget... avoid any debate or anything that could lead to a conflict or misunderstanding... but how come when its my turn to malfunction and show tantrums how come i always look bad? is it maybe because i have a deeper penatration of understanding? its not fair!? really...it is not :(( 

dear diary,

i woke up with a heavy and sad heart today... despite the hectic schedule that i had... despite all the drinking for the past 3 days... those margaritas and tanduay ice didn't help me get numb... despite all the laughter while training... despite all the busy times at work... despite the super duper fun swimming like an 8 year old kid @ fontana... my heart feels empty... i don't know if i should be remoarseful of my decisions because i keep on risking myself to someone that i am sure of but he is not sure of me. how could it be so unfair all the time? i am always true but ALL he shows me  ARE his inhibitions and secrets not to mention the rejection, embarrassment you put me through all the time... IS THERE something wrong wITH me? if you don't want to do anything with me all you have to do is say goodbye but please don't take me for granted :(( 

as mr. big would sing...

just take my heart if you go... i don't have the need for it anymore... i'll always love you but it's too hard to hold... if its not you at all maybe its better to be alone and lonely??? what good is a heart if its not sharing with someone you trully like?

mortal combat 1... The movie

while writing my blog... i was watching mortal combat at hbo... cheesy but i really loved that movie! it reminded me that it was the first movie that me and my brother were allowed to watch a movie at a movie house alone! i was like 14? and he was like 11? i guess we were... wayback when we were super young we were not allowed to go to the movie houses maybe because the old movie houses in angeles were offly rustic and filthy...if i'm not mistaken it was way back 93 that mortal combat was shown and it was in mega mall.. oh yes i don't remember which cinema it was! very memorable movie... my brother would agree with me that this is one of our favorite movies! i remember buying a tape of the original movie soundtrack after...

missing you... an awful lot!

i miSS theSE SWEEt Words FRom You... i Miss your teXT in the morning... yOUR good morningS... your TEXt before we sleep... our DAilY jourNALS... on how was your day... telling me your fave songs...hoW COME we DON't do that anymore? or should IT  be... how come you don't do that anymore? i WAnt to ASk YOu but i Don'T think I have the right...DON'T even HAve the right to deMAND...i hope your not preoccupied with someone! it would hurt me if it would be A SOmeone! your plEASure MY PAin :(( i miss yoU my one AND only RM... if onlY you WERE here...would reAlly REALLY love to hug And kiss you tendeRLy... i hOPE someday YOU will see ME through... i CAN'T wait For the day THat I will see you again... can I please see you? please...