finally!
I did it!
I didn't leave the house since friday night
my good friend anto called me up
asking me if i can go out
i just told him i'm sorry but i can't
though i terribly miss hanging out with them
i just want to sleep till my eyes open
saturday
i went in to hiding
took my work @ home
i just worked my @ss off the whole saturday
when friends started to text me
tweeny to be exact
let's go to pub tonight
i just texted him
sorry...pass
thank God my lil prince went home
it is so nice to hear and see my baby evo
saturday night was just my typical one
internet all i can
to my hearts content
if you were to ask me
im fine with this
not going out
just at home
i hate going out when im not in the mood
i hate it also when im out with friends
but im thinking i should be some place else
not functioning well
not listening to anybody's stories
because my mind is thinking about someone else
so i know i did the right thing
i slept around 1am
woke up with baby evo shouting joyously
playing with his ball
thank God it was a sunday marathon of 90210
so, since 9am till 3pm
i barely ate my food
didn't shower
just watch tv
my brother wanted to watch a movie
i said no
my dad came to me begging me to go out
i was a bit disappointed with my brother because
last night i wanted some starbucks
and he said he is tired
ok fine
then this morning i told him
to buy crispy sisig and pork steak
over @ mila's
but then again he was watching basketball
with his wife, frei
so i guess i was kinda retaliating
when i said no
i just want to lay down
and i wanted to watch 90210
so badly, i neeeded to catch up with the story
he was lucky because at 3pm
it was the last episode
after that
i can't find a good movie to watch over cable
i felt sad n lonely
so after all the hybernating and hiding
i came out of the house
it was time for me to face world again
forgetting the bitter yesterday
i wanted to eat @ italianni's
so we had our early dinner
seeing all those innocent children play
they made me realize that there's always hope
and that somehow there is still kindness on earth
now im over fed
getting fat and lazy!
Next week im going out for a jog!
And no i wont go out still
i need to recuperate first
spend time alone
just sleep and jog :)
Sunday, March 13, 2011
solitary confinement
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