Random thoughts for today Monday January 31, 2011

Thank God that evil prankster did not text me. To my trauma even in my dreams he is texting me those b.s. text that he sends me. I don’t know how some people can do such shameful act. What do they ever get in it?

Thank you I was able to have a good time last Friday with the Bru’s. Sempai was good, delicious eat all you can Japanese food. Thanks to Mira as it was her birthday treat. I look groggy the whole time. I hated the pictures that we took, no matter how I projected I look terrible… we went to ciocolo as well, big improvement by the way! Haven’t been there since like a year ago?

Saturday sneaking around with you… it was only for an hour or so but it felt like I was with you for a lifetime. Will I ever see you again? Will I ever have another moment alone with you? Wishful thinking…

Sunday is FAMILY DAY. Advance birthday celebration of my dad. Had a very sumptuous lunch, I ate a lot maybe because I did not have breakfast earlier oh wait I did I think I ate like a quarter of an apple. Fortune restaurant was filled with customers like us dining and it was a good thing that my aunties went ahead of us they were able to get some seats and table. We complained about the service because it was awful. We ordered iced tea and got it after all of us were done eating. They got the food tray that was assigned to our table while we were still using it. The hot tea that we requested was already cold when it was served to our table. The extra soup bowl that I asked for never came. The chili sauce that I wanted to put on my soup came after I finished eating my soup. They even put our food to where a lot of people pass by. I went directly to the manager and complained. We told him our concern in a very calm manner as we would not want to make a scene. Though I was completely exasperated with the scenario. Whew I think I am learning to be patient! Clap clap for me!

The green hornet. Went off to marquee mall right after eating lunch at Sm. Whenever I watch movies now a days how I wished and so hoped that I am with that special someone. AS Nelly Furtado would sing “WHO WANTS TO BE ALONE?” Wishes and dreams can come true. I still believe in that… did I mention that the movie was good! Entertaining indeed!

The Lord appeared to him from afar, saying “I have loved you with an everlasting love...” JEREMIAH 31:3
This verse is very comforting for me as the Lord is very much in love with us no matter who we are, no matter how much we sin he will always give us a second chance to redeem ourselves with no judgment In case nobody will say this line to me I know that the Lord has told me so.

Just run away
from these lies
back to yesterday
safe tonight
I feel the sun creeping up like tick-tock
I’m trying to keep you in my head but if not
we’ll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
yeah you got me begging begging
baby please don’t go
if I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don’t know
if you feel the way I do
if you leave I’m gonna find you
Baby please don’t go go go go
Baby please don’t go go go go
Baby please don’t go go go go
Baby please don’t
Baby please don’t
Baby please don’t run away
As MIKE POSNER sings this song it only reminds me of you again…how can I not think of you during my free time? When all I wanna do is forget you. Why can I not just stop thinking about you? As I play it over and over on my radio… I am sure as soon as i get on my car I will surely play it all over again. Together with the song City of Gods by Pitbull. For some strange reason this song reminds me so much of you.

As the Tagalog song “Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal di kana muling luluha” when I don’t even listen to tagalong music that much but yet again it is so much fitted in my state.

All these random thoughts just hit me today. As for work it is still very stressful. Good thing my colleague Anton called me up and started to tell jokes, made me laugh it out and inspired me to have a great day.

This would be the second day of not texting you and vice versa. Will I ever survive? Will you forget me? Will you miss me? Wishful thinking again.

I love blogging. It takes away the pain from my chest. It lessens the sadness, frustration and the sting I have in my chest…

One day, some day I will be ok whether you realize it or not…