I make it a point to be positive always.
No room for negativity
Yes I cry, cry out loud if I need to…
Yes I hurt
Yes I suffer
Yes it pains me
Yes I undergo hardships in life
Yes I feel the heartbreaks
Yes I feel the humiliations
Yes I feel the stress and the pressure
After all those pessimism
I remain calm, peaceful and loved
I look up to my LORD, pray and sometimes question him what have I done or what have I not done for me to deserve all these damages.
And still I stand, face my new day with a smile always because I know My God loves me and will always give me something positive after all the adversities.
I only talk once about my problems, you would rarely hear me complain or utter unpleasant words against anybody or anything. I rather and chose always to talk about the fun stuff.
It upset me when my “SO CALLED FRIENDS” text me for help, they won’t even bother asking me if I am ok or if I feel good. They only know me when they need me.
Why? Do they know when I am in pain? Were any of them present during my darkest hour?
I sometimes tend to be too soft hearted with people because I am naturally a nice person it‘s not that obvious because a lot of people misjudge me.
I would like to thank my parents because they taught me on how to be independent on how not to bother other people or depend on other people.
If I ask for help it only means I am just trying to stir up attention and to have some company but not that abusive off course!
I am just fed up with many of my SO CALLED FRIENDS who just keep on neglecting me but when they want something they know me!
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