leftover time

how come the object of my affection doesn't give me attention?
What's funny is
when i don't like the person anymore
that would be the time
he would realize that he likes me too
how sad
the people that i care less
are the one who cares for me most
they give me their undivided attention
give me their time without me asking
and i'm ever greatful for that
somehow they flatter my heart
they make me feel special in their own little way
and i know they were remorseful
of the attention that i had given them before
and the only thing that they have now is the regret
the regret of letting it all pass
but somehow
i wish
that the one my hearts yearns for
will somehow do that
but what can i do?
if that someone care less for me
gives me his left over time
when he has nothing really important to do
when he is bored
those are the only time he remembers me :(
sad
what can i do again?
Nothing
maybe my time will come
who knows?
No one can tell
maybe just one day he would wake up
and realize it
no one can force anybody
whats important is i know me
i know when i love
i give it all
so true and tender
i always make sure that the love i give
is always greater than the last
but i also do know how to surrender
when i see its not reciprocal
i know when to stop
and when it ceases
no turning back

:(