YouTube - Merril Bainbridge Mouth

YouTube - Merril Bainbridge Mouth


one of my forgotten fave songs
i totally remember merril's top with a big heart!

i uber like it!

so very pa cute! just like me!

YouTube - Sophie B. Hawkins- Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover (Released '92, Billboard #5)

YouTube - Sophie B. Hawkins- Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover (Released '92, Billboard #5)


she just makes me wanna shout it out!

really i do!!!!!!

YouTube - Tasmin Archer - Sleeping Satellite Acoustic Live at IAC 2008

YouTube - Tasmin Archer - Sleeping Satellite Acoustic Live at IAC 2008

this song made me feel good
after all the hating
she still have the voice
i remember way back 93
this song was my favorite
and it still is up to this day!

In my mind you're dead and I was the one who murdered you

To my pure madness and loathe

I despise and abhor you

You are a total menace.

A threat and danger to my emotional stress

You are a total moron

A lazy pig that doesn’t have anything

A pathetic looser

Lord help me, I can’t even stand myself saying all these awful things

But it just suits you

Not even close to what sort of humiliation, mortification, shame and embarrassment you are putting me through!

Even in my dreams I was cursing

I don’t deserve the crap you are putting me through

Bad karma for you

Only time will tell and judge you for being an awful, horrendous and abysmal person!

I will have the last laugh!

love it!

my favorite photo of me
April 4, 2011
ocean adventure
subic
in all fairness this was a stolen shot
and I'm not even frowning!

hello hello kitty

i remember vividly (as in high resolution picture) in my mind during Saturdays when i watched hello kitty's cartoon on TV and that would make my day. very iconic to a lot of girls like me. i recall always going to gift gate at Sm north edsa or at cubao and would beg my mom to buy me anything hello kitty. and that anything would make me happy. wouldn't that be easy now? how i wish i was back to those years. worry free kid.

worst day ever!

i swear, today is the most boring day i ever had! i had lunch with jeantot @ cinco de mayo but it was only a jiff because she needs to go to her grandma.. i went to carmelite and prayed after... i went home straight i felt too bored not to mention suffocated! watched feel good cartoon movies but it didn't made me feel better either. they made me sad even worst! i swear i am officially done with my solitary confinement! its taking over me in a bad way already! i called, i texted a lot as in a lot of friends! not to mention they all have something going on! is this the price i am paying for saying no during the time i said no to them? is the world shutting me out? so i swear next week i am going to parade myself and be visible again! i don't want to feel this ever again! its so hard to battle with!

who will blair choose?

i am a certified Blair fan! rock solid!
though sometimes i see myself in Serena (a bit)
now the question is?
who will she choose?
the prince?
the pauper?
the dark knight?

i am excited to see the latest episode " the kids stay in the picture"
i can't wait to see another moment of Blair and Dan..
but i still like chuck though..


check this picture of Blair and Dan..

http://www.tvfanatic.com/gallery/dair-moment/

maldives

who would not want to go to maldives?

ahhh just imagining the prestine white sand

crystal clear water

bask in the sun

perfection

my ultimate dream

i know

one of these days

maybe years

i'll see you in maldives!

guillotine

Few weeks back i was watching the pop culture version of the life story of Marie Antoinette which was directed by Sofia Coppola which stars Kirsten Dunst. Sadly Marie Antoinette and her husband king Louis XVI were executed by a guillotine. such a morbid way to die! So thankful i was not born during the time that this was a hype and a lot of people died! During old times Joseph Guillotin has thought of more humane ways to excute criminals or people who are guilty of a crime instead of being mutilated, burned, drowned or hanged this was the very humane way that he could think of....

what is a guillotine? please check out the following links:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guilotine
or
http://www.scarletpimpernel.com/madame.html

what the heck! i don't want any of those!

cancer

my horoscope for today



You need your wits about you, plus the ability to be a little determined if you want to capture someone's heart today. The position of the planets gives you the audacity to make a bold move, but possibly not before you have spent some time agonizing over whether you are doing the right thing or not. Wear warm and zesty colors, and arrange to meet them somewhere special.

anne geddes

Since college I was fascinated with the photographs of Anne Geddes
Every now and then when I surf the net
I always check on her website when I have the time
Those cute little babies are to die for
They melt my heart
I consolidated my favorite purple Anne Geddes pictures

good morning sunshine!

woke up with a parched mouth
i vaguely remember what my dreams were
all i can remember was my cousin mickey
maybe because
yesterday i was thinking if i should
write him an email or not
i want to ask if if he can buy me
my face powder
but i am shy!
Those quiazons will be coming home
for macky's (his brother) graduation
finally! He finished his med school
and will soon be an official doctor!
Wow! I know it could have been me!
But it really wasn't for me
same thing with architecture!
It never was for me!
Now i'm thinking
i want to go back to school
but what course?
Still thinking
contemplating..

I just don't want to waste this beautiful day :)
good morning... Have a nice, beautiful, fab day!

twit twit twit sabi ni lil bird

much about nothing
lyrics that are stucked on my mind

superficial is the open wound
why do i get high?
Let me know
can we pretend that airplanes are like shooting stars?
Gonna get my hair done
maneater
sitting down here
good girls gone bad
who wants to be alone
when the cats come out the bats come out to play
hey now, hey now, listen to me now
i will be the flame
this is how we do it
regulators! Mound up!?


All day every day
i listen to music
i love listening
i just cant live without it

makahawang words from the baklang monkeys

wititit - no
wititit dirty bit - super no
lafung - food
was - nothing
anda - money
bilat - girl
PING - exactly, yes
borlogs - sleep
tubig - no more money
anaploks - quiet, secret
money max - rich
kemirachi - so what
GL - free
pating - catch

question

i had a very good night sleep last night
at past 10 i was already sound asleep
no wonder when era texted me around 12 midnight
i did not hear my phone beep
it was only when i woke
when i saw her text
i also woke up late
just in time for me to drop my mom
went back home
went back to bed!
Hahaha
this is the first time in over a year
that i had a very relaxed monday
is it because i had a sale?
Well maybe
but going back
indeed
this is the most relaxed monday
i ever had for the past year
but whats the question all about?
Here it is..
How come it was a relaxed day,
but i felt super dizzy?????
You tell me...
I know!?

makasawa!!!

its always the same day!
how i wish it was friday again
had a blast that day!
super light moment


had my annual physical exam with era
lunch at toll house with cdl

headed over chinabank sm clark
hang out with faye
meet rovik and oja
they bought their baby a policy

gallivant all over sm with faye
then it was already time
went to marquee
bought me a face powder
over at skin food
when i went home
i realized i didn't want it! oh well!

had a chance meeting with old (flames) now friends
nothing more than that
had a great time with them
felt like a princess though
thank you
despite of your busy schedule
you make it a point to spend some fun time with me


saturday was fine too
lunch at red rickshaw
with my chinese friends
surprise birthday party for ninong
the cake was superb
the mango sago looked like an egg yolk, it was yum yum too


nothing much to do but telebabad
the whole time
called almost everybody
it lasted till the wee hours of early morning
i cannot sleep
maybe because i was so hooked with tumblebugs...



tomorrow is monday
guess what?
i am excited!

leftover time

how come the object of my affection doesn't give me attention?
What's funny is
when i don't like the person anymore
that would be the time
he would realize that he likes me too
how sad
the people that i care less
are the one who cares for me most
they give me their undivided attention
give me their time without me asking
and i'm ever greatful for that
somehow they flatter my heart
they make me feel special in their own little way
and i know they were remorseful
of the attention that i had given them before
and the only thing that they have now is the regret
the regret of letting it all pass
but somehow
i wish
that the one my hearts yearns for
will somehow do that
but what can i do?
if that someone care less for me
gives me his left over time
when he has nothing really important to do
when he is bored
those are the only time he remembers me :(
sad
what can i do again?
Nothing
maybe my time will come
who knows?
No one can tell
maybe just one day he would wake up
and realize it
no one can force anybody
whats important is i know me
i know when i love
i give it all
so true and tender
i always make sure that the love i give
is always greater than the last
but i also do know how to surrender
when i see its not reciprocal
i know when to stop
and when it ceases
no turning back

:(

hot and cold

just like katy perry's song
your hot and your cold
your in and your out
lalalalalala
your always full of riddle
a jigsaw puzzle that i can't solve!
Extremely mysterious
i don't know what to expect
i don't know how should i react
anticipating your next move
but then again!?
Your sweetness kills me
chills me to my bones
do you mean those sweet killer words?
Are you my friend being my lover?
Or a friend just being nice?

Uwaaaaahhhh
just say yes and i'm yours
just say no and i would stop


perks of being a girl!? Clueless!! :)

road trip

another favorite!
Sure thing im always out and about
a.c (angeles city) - m.c (makati city)
but i guess that doesnt count
most probably because it is work related
most recent waslast friday
i was in m.c
didnt have time to gallivant
it was purely business
not to mention we were caught up with super duper traffic jam
we were planning to leave m.c like around 4pm
but due to unavoidable situation(s)
we did leave at around 6:30pm
ooh sigh
i was hoping that like around 7pm i'm already in a.cyou wish!
I wanted to join my friends for dinner
My friends nolan n nao invited me for dinner @ brettos
they went together with other friends like jojo, tei & family
so unfortunately i didnt make it :(
i texted nolan and said i'm running late
no worries he said
you can just follow us after @ starbucks
sure thing!
So the girls and the gays wanted to eat some icecream @ DQ
stop over @ shell tabang
i know, another favorite!
We treated ourselves for some ice cream
chit chat a bit
while chit chattin
papa p called faye
he wanted us to follow him @ cafe messa
as if it was only last wednesday
when we had our margaritas and tanquerays
so i was just nodding
'' tangong basti''
i know i missed my friends
thank god i have a coffee date with them
as i dont want to drink alcohol
so i told era to drop me off @ starbucks
hi, hellos' with the gang
had my cranberry juice
chit chat a bit
went home
so tired
took a very long shower
slept
oh yes its saturday :)
thought i can sleep the whole day :)
nah! I dont think so....
Woke up early
ate my breakfast
showered again
i hurried to my dentist
oh yes i was number 1!
Super G! (gagad)
i wanted to make sure that i will finish all my errands
pay:
acctn
comclark
aec
awd
do some grocery for mom
and boy i was fast!
Around 11am i was home :)
(pendalas ku talaga)
ahhh yes couch potato!
I was able to watch ghost of gf's past
nice movie!
Feel good movie :)
i dosed off after the movie
when i woke up
there were piles of clothes waiting for me
our ''labandera planchadora'' run out of time
already 5pm!?
So i helped her with folding the clothes
until such time
and we all know time flies so freakin fast!
It was already 6:30 pm
my aunts n cousin were also here for dinner
my brother was on his way home
i tried waiting for him, my sister in law frie n my lil prince...evo
but i needed to get ready
for my narciso girl friends
decided to have a bonding time
and my phone was ringing!
They were already @ cofiacad!
Man! Very punctual!
so i got tensed!
I rushed!
Whew!
I always race with time now a days!:(
chit chat again
a lot of catching ups
not to mention i'm the only one single!
Uwaaahh!
It was such a pleasant gathering
because it was like a mini reunion
a lot of funny stories
worth reminiscing!
Some memories you had forgotten
but they remember or i remember
''school bukol days''
sbc days
tag boys days
dau twin days
''polbo polbo days''
sperry days
jergen days
''puma lay-ar days''
gone with the wind days
prom night
cutting class days
''kopyahan days''
likeage days
ms. B days
odeum days
sax days
what have you days
its no wonder after coffee
we went to sax so early
to avoid the young ones
just enuff for me to have a glass of margarita
charo n aileen not a care in the world
kept on drinking vodka
until i said pack up!
Very cinderella!
Just in time for us to leave because
its time for the ''bagets''
and i dont want to get caught up with those youngsters
i was feeling sleepy and tired already
ever kj as in kill joy!
What can i do?
Im kinda made in taiwan :(...lol
but its true
went straight home
took a shower before sleeping
sunday! Funday!
Woke up with mom preparing food for lunch
she was busy cooking:
roast beef
spicy shrimps
''sinagang na pink salmon''
yum yum!
my uncle and his family are coming over
for three reasons;
1. My cousin jessica just got back from her u.s trip
(she was bringing some goodies for us)
2. it has been quiet some time since they went home here in a.c
3. It is my brother jon's and my cousin jopet's birthday (april 4)
and so the whole afternoon
we just chit chat again
watched movies via usb
had another afternoon nap
i woke up because my dad was waking me up
telling me to get ready for dinner
dinner??Already???
Im lazy
go ahead with out me please
he said '' your uncle wans to have dinner @ nys''
you better come!
Ok fine, im going!
Another ''manavavi moment''
i tried stopping my appetite
i only had like one buffalo wings
three slices of pizza roll
a lot of iced tea!
I felt my stomach getting bigger n bulgy:(
before we went home
my brother kept on asking me
where is the nearest 7 11 store
near au i said
and why?
I want to drink he said!
Ok fine again!
He was getting some mudslide
'' cge na pen, cge na pen!!!''
''kuma kang vodka ice, kuma kang tanduay ice''!!
Alcohol again!
While watching tron
we were drinking
the 3 of us, me, sissy n bro!
Ad only to find out that we are going to subic!!
What the???
I didnt file for a leave in advance
because it was just a spontaneous combustion
i guesss..
'' bahala ney batman''
after finishing tron
and fast forwarding the movie hereafter
we did finally sleep
untill my dad knocking loudly at my door
only to find out it was already 6 am
time to get ready
i texted my boss
so early
to say sorry and that i didnt mean to be absent today
so i left my stress
headed out for my first road trip for the year
its always nice to have road trips via sctex
not to mention another wish granted
go to subic!
Yey again!
First stop was @ tree top
my first time there!
We listened to the briefing
then they let us choose what activity we like
and i didnt dare to try those daring stuff
i just had that fun n relaxing canopy ride
after that we had our trekking
where they teach you how to survive
how to use the bamboo
how to make fire
the name of these and those trees
and what do you know?
Its already lunch!
So hungry with all those activities
time to have lunch @ meat plus
i know! Meat! Not to mention steak!
Oh well, there goes my diet again!
Buhbye!
Well hello royal duty free:)
lacoste is calling me
whats sad was, i didnt know what to buy
didnt even know what i like
so i didnt buy any!
Just bought some bath essentials
like dove soaps, lotions and more lotions
after all the eating and lil shopping
my sister in law wanted to go to ocean adventure
its my first time there you know!
I know again!
I always go to camayan beach resort
but didnt have time to go visit its neighboor!
I wasnt aware that they offer a lot of activities there
they had four shows
all very entertaining
but i liked the sealion the most!
My lil prince was so behaved the whole time
and at very young age of 1 year old and 4 months
he always looks with a cheery, wonder and curious eyes
So we ended our long day
eating spaghetti at the parking lot of ocean adventure
i know!
I told u my whole weekend craze
but atleast
my story started out with a kinda road trip
and ended up with a real road trip :)

hello

one hello
to make someone else's day

one hello
starts a good conversation

one hello
to move on

one hello thats all it takes :)


good nyty
sweet dreams...