things i miss from the past

memories are the only fragments of yesterday
and yes i do cherish all those very happy moments
its always been and always will
in my heart and in my memory i keep
always forgetting the yucky not so good events

i remember
my ima who loves me too much, takes care of me, shower me with love
my yaya lucy always tucking me in before i go to sleep
my yaya belen making sure i eat. She feds me and dress me up
my yaya alma listening to music over fm radio the whole making me love music in general
my yaya marie always sleeping beside me to make sure i wont catch any bad dream

my dad spoiling me after being scolded
when i told my mom to buy me those orange esprit rubber shoes in megamall
no stock when we got there so we needed to go to sm north edsa
when i wanted to have my own room and my brother started to share a room with me
when i tried smoking my ima's cigarettes out of boredom i caught my brother smoking too and we laughed so hard
when me and my brother used to fight a lot

my first crush when i was in grade 2, i forgot his name though
how tender was my first kiss
how sweet my first love was

hiding inside the closet of my cousin to avoid my dad
my cousin jade having heart to heart talks until we fall asleep
my catfight with my bestfriend jonie but we always end up making peace with each other
odeum days with bestfriend apple
super alcoholic road trips with charo, literally drink and drive
go to subic or tarlac and get drunk while driving
when me and my friends went to pangasinan and we all got busted
we went home late, my dad freaked out wanted to go to the police and wants to file a blotter!?
Manila escapades with janssen
endless carshow with paolo
tom and me watching maalala mo kaya
cut class with bhei go to ituro mo, hang out with aji
cut class again go to bataan with boh and baldo
endless telebabad with girl friends
highschool super school bukol
bullying other kids at school
endless drinking session