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When you share what you like to someone else other than your better half what is that? How come you share the same interest? Carbon copy? Music? Darth vader? Songs? 

Bitch

Who do you think you are? PUNYETA ka!

Who do you thinly you are? PUTANG Ina mo

Who do you think you are? Anak puta ka

Who do you think you are? Animal ka

Who do you think you are? Singgit ka Lang!!!

Cookie crumble

Being happy and contented is a choice. Choosing someone and being contented with that one person is a very lucky choice. Being loyal is another. How do you cope up when that person fails you? And they just keep on saying its nothing but that nothing ruined your heart? 

I love you just because

I thought it won't happen but it did. When God gives indeed it is in his perfect timing. He will give you the best even better what you had dreamed and hoped for. So I just wanna say thank you again to you my dear God for giving me a very loving soon to be husband. I just can't help but be more in love now and ever.

Mic

How I love you so. How much you make me happy each time. How much you never fail to show me how much i mean to you. How much you make me fall in love every second. Thank you my dear sweetie my better half my husband my forever my true love.

Time and tide

It hard for me to stop my heart when love never knows when the time is right don't want to hurt anybody don't want to make her cry time and tide just crossed my mind in my time of depair I know there is no reason for me to be but it happens sometimes how do I save myself from this nonsensical feeling just be happy 

When the world stops

I just want to cry, I just feel so irrelevant that I ask myself do I matter? Why does it pains me? What is missing? How can somebody give up on me so easily? How can't they notice that all I need is affection I give myself all too much. Maybe i am possessive but I do not have any intention of suffocating. Pride do I have one? Not in my bone, I don't want foolish games its just a matter of yes or no, I don't know yeah maybe I am the crazy one, maybe someday you'll see my point of view,

I am

I am only human

I am sad

I don’t feel good

I wanna get wasted all the time

I wanna quit

I don’t want to go to work anymore

I just want to hibernate again

I want to hide

I don’t wanna go out

I don’t wanna live

I don’t wanna love

I don’t wanna care right now

lets play a love game

excerpts from lady gaga's song...

Let's play a love game,
play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Doin' the love game

Been quiet here for the past months!

I just got to ask this question, why does it has to be games?

my lucky double 3

getting ready to blow my cake

and my wish is..

pristine... that's all i can say about my birthday this year.

it was God's Gift to me
unadulterated

no drama just pure happiness, just because i was thankful


surrounded by my parents, my brother, my sister in law and nephew
aunts, uncles, cousins
close friends

july 17, 2011
chara

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I make it a point to be positive always.

No room for negativity

Yes I cry, cry out loud if I need to…

Yes I hurt

Yes I suffer

Yes it pains me

Yes I undergo hardships in life

Yes I feel the heartbreaks

Yes I feel the humiliations

Yes I feel the stress and the pressure

After all those pessimism

I remain calm, peaceful and loved

I look up to my LORD, pray and sometimes question him what have I done or what have I not done for me to deserve all these damages.

And still I stand, face my new day with a smile always because I know My God loves me and will always give me something positive after all the adversities.

I only talk once about my problems, you would rarely hear me complain or utter unpleasant words against anybody or anything. I rather and chose always to talk about the fun stuff.

It upset me when my “SO CALLED FRIENDS” text me for help, they won’t even bother asking me if I am ok or if I feel good. They only know me when they need me.

Why? Do they know when I am in pain? Were any of them present during my darkest hour?

I sometimes tend to be too soft hearted with people because I am naturally a nice person it‘s not that obvious because a lot of people misjudge me.

I would like to thank my parents because they taught me on how to be independent on how not to bother other people or depend on other people.

If I ask for help it only means I am just trying to stir up attention and to have some company but not that abusive off course!

I am just fed up with many of my SO CALLED FRIENDS who just keep on neglecting me but when they want something they know me!

YouTube - ‪Aaliyah - At Your Best‬‏

YouTube - ‪Aaliyah - At Your Best



and why can't i not find a good MTV of my favorite song?
i cried when she died...
i used to imagine every time i hear this song way back 93
that aaliyah would be in my wedding serenading me and my would be hubby with this song
it always melts my heart out
i know its only an illusion
a fairy tale tailor made for me only
and i know one day, someday
it will come :D

Let me know, let me know
Ah - ha, let me know, let me know
Let me know
VERSE 1:
When I feel what I feel
Sometimes it's hard to tell you so
You may not be in the mood to learn what you think you know
There are times when I find
You want to keep yourself from me
When I don't have the strength; I'm just a mirror to what I see
CHORUS:
But at your best you are love
You're a positive motivating force within my life
Should you ever feel the need to wonder why
Let me know, let me know...
VERSE 2:
When you feel what you feel
Oh, how hard for me to understand
So many things have taken place before this love affair began
But if you feel, oh, like I feel
Confusion can give way to doubt
And there are times when I fall short of what I say,
What I say I'm all about, all about
CHORUS
BRIDGE:
Tell me what it is (Tell me what it is)
Make believe, no need to make believe
Look beyond your own (Look beyond your own)
Try and find another place for me
Cause...
CHORUS
Ah, ah, ah - ha
See, at your best baby
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meet our little princess...jane

meet our darling little princess Jane
oh yes she loves pink!
she introduced me to her little friends like plum and raspberry
she loves to dance and sing
true to my Bapa Verne's words Q girls are rare gems
they only come like every 10 years
i was the reigning princess of the Q's when Jessica was born 10 years later
then 20 years after Jessica it was already Jane
so if any of my married cousins are, will be expecting
wait for Jane to be 10!

YouTube - ‪Lisa Loeb - Stay (I Missed You)‬‏

YouTube - ‪Lisa Loeb - Stay (I Missed You)

not only she reminds me of my ever CAREFREE (who the hell cares) high school days
she really get me! she does!
as if she knows she needs to sing it for me
repeat (5x) playing and playing while driving...
everything about this song says it all...

the very famous black dress and eyeglasses...

You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk so all the time so.
And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah yeah, I missed you.
And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.
So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love, and the other's run away,
lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.
Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
Well, well, this is not that;
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.
You said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I miss you.
You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just
scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."
And you say I only hear what I want to.


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Super G...Q's

Last week my Bapa Verne called me saying that my Kuya Martin (his eldest son) and his family are coming home for a vacation on June 24. On June 25 we are already booked for an overnight in Subic, please tell your papa if you would wanna join us. Right after we talked i called my dad and asked if we were coming. So he said yes. All set for june 25. Who would thought that it would be a stormy day. It was already set and all the Q's brave the storm.. and the so story goes on..

on our way to subic, the road was slippery but who cares? when your with the SUPER GQ's (as in gagad QUIAZON)

behind me is the brave Lil Jane with her LOLA as I am telling my dad to get me and the waves!



with me is my original super G Baps Verne, (texting us early morning of June 25 (2011) that our "great quiazon adventure is a GO"!?) and my ever relaxed mom.



me being blown away slightly by the wind...

YouTube - NB Ridaz - Notice Me

YouTube - NB Ridaz - Notice Me

one of my favorite miami free style sounds...nice one! sad no video :C
I wasn't aware of this kinda music but i remember my trainer at epixtar francis collins every time we take a brake he would play this song on his laptop..


love it when angelina sings:

I've given everything (given everything)
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything (yeah)
I loved you endlessly (oooh)
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

if your not familiar with N. B. ridaz you can check them at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NB_Ridaz

run for a cause

mam rose's finishing..

with amiga, tween and cdl


with ma. inah florence yap, mam rose and sir martin ledesma

another event that i helped organize together with the banker's association of city of san fernando... it feels so light when something so good happens even though i needed to rush my gelato last friday aftie... just to finish preparing the things we need to use for saturday morning..

subic road trip

complete attendance baklang monkeys @ meat plus
camera date should be 06.11.11

escudero road trip

on my left is eraculous...to the right, to the right is pets

camera date is delayed>>05.21.11

my tweeny and his twin