When the world stops

I just want to cry, I just feel so irrelevant that I ask myself do I matter? Why does it pains me? What is missing? How can somebody give up on me so easily? How can't they notice that all I need is affection I give myself all too much. Maybe i am possessive but I do not have any intention of suffocating. Pride do I have one? Not in my bone, I don't want foolish games its just a matter of yes or no, I don't know yeah maybe I am the crazy one, maybe someday you'll see my point of view,